A Book, oh dear, part 2 and 1/2.

... I'm down to under 50 pages.... I'm not so sure I can do this. Its going to be a sad/happy ending. I can feel the bitter sweetness in my bones... Yes, I get way too far into books. They become a part of me, its like I sewed the book onto my arm. I don't want it to end. I don't want to finish it. Yet I can't wait to see how it ends! Thus I keep reading, stopping, reading, stopping, reading, stopping... ect. HELP ME!!!!!!!!!